that there is truth that love is real

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 18:33:27 GMT

Goodbye Guam.
See ya.

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:27:34 GMT

Almost there.
Less than a week to go.
Hooah!

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 08:33:40 GMT

Depart in less than two 1/2 weeks.
Thank goodness.

Goodbye Guam.
To hell with you people.
To hell to my "friends".
To hell to humidity.
To hell with you, Guam.

My family is relocating to Vegas.
167 Ungaguan place no more.
They be going Vegas style.

As for me....
i'll be somewhere else after BCT & AIT.
Muahahahaha, and no one will know where.
Except for Aeris. & Andrea.

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:13:26 GMT

14 June 2007. Depart to Fort Leonard Wood in 2 months 14 days.

Things have been going well. So much for having "friends". But that's alright.
I'm doing fine. Work has been great and i've been spending time with my family.

Max and I aren't together anymore. We still communicate though.
Still friends.

Aeris is growing up so fast. Took her kite flying and also to the zoo.
Jorge is doing fine as well.
He's just trying to get adjusted to staying with Chubie.

Plans are in motion for my future. I'm excited.
Have an apartment in line for me for when i come back.
Still have a job. Going to have 2. License is coming along as well. Same as car.
My future is secured. :)

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 23:30:10 GMT

Wow. :)

Aeris is growing up incredibly fast and I'm glad to be there every step of the way.

The Guard is great. Drills were super fun. I can't wait for next month's.

College is in the process. Spring semester here I come.

Work is great. I'm having so much fun there. It's always busy...
but i'm glad to have such great co-workers to have around.

Merry Christmas everyone. Happy Bonelos Dago for all you chamorros.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:44:42 GMT

This guy is truly amazing! :)

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 13:13:45 GMT

I'm happy. ^_^

I've been having such good days lately.
A nice cup of coffee with him and a nice long good conversation.
I love doing the most mundane things in life.
I've missed doing that.

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 06:13:25 GMT

oh boy, December is rolling around the corner.
I miss the good ole' days with the "family".
It ain't what it used to be. *sigh*

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 14:38:23 GMT

Therese has set new goals to her list of goals.
She is very happy to inform everyone that she's happy to get these goals in motion.

Yes, Therese is lame because she's reffering herself in third person.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:02:12 GMT

Hello everyone. I've been doing well. Gamestop is incredibly fun. I mean yeah, i have NO downtime what so ever, but it's a great experience. And anyone who knows me, knows that I work myself out until I'm dead tired. When I'm dedicated to something...i'm DEDICATED to something. So yeah, I don't mind staying back even after I clocked out just to help get things done. I love working with Ed, James, Jane, Amanda, Alvin and the rest of the people there. They're such great people.

anways, nothing much else to talk about. I'm boring like that.

Okay. I know I'm Lame. I'll stop typing and occupying space.

Aloha.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:08:21 GMT

Ello! ^^ It's been a while and I have to say things are going good. I'm enjoying many new things in my life with my friends and family. I'm glad to have my mom with me. Yeah, we talk a lot now. I even told her about Max too. That scared me a lot, but her reaction blew me by suprise. Well yeah, National Guard is really getting me excited to start a new chapter in my life and explore the world. Like my mom said, she didn't mind him as my boyfriend, but she wants me to make sure that my career comes first. So...i'm taking both of their advices and following it. Sometimes I admit, life gets me down with the unfortunate events that happened in my life, but I pray that one day I'll be rewarded.

What's your name spelled backwards?: Oh my god, this will be interesting: esereht nas nitsuga

What did you do last night?: Shoot pool at Red Boy's with Marcus then I took him out to dinner and headed to my house and hung out till 2.

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Heh. Don't laugh okay, I like this song. Gloc9 - Simpleng Tao. It's a Filipino song.

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: This calls for a "wtf"...WTF?~! No.

Last time you swam in a pool?: Last time was when Jean Li's parents were away for the week and I swam with the boys. ^_^

What are you wearing?: GWHS uniform shirt and my black dickies work pants.

How many cars have you owned?: Let's work on getting a license first. Heh.

Type of music you dislike most?: That bullshit screamo shit and some heavy metal.

Are you registered to vote?: Yes'um. Everyone who's 18 should of registered by now.

Do you have cable?: Yes, but I NEVER watch. I'm so lost with television nowadays. And if I do watch, i watch boring shows. I admit, I'm a geeky person. I like HISTORY, TLC, USA, DISCOVERY, CNN & TNT channels.

What kind of computer do you use?: Apple iBook G4 running on MAC OS X v10.4.5 Tiger. ^_^ I'm a Mac user for life~!!!

Ever made a prank phone call?: Hehe. In middle school i made a prank phone call to a friend and I actually made her think i was an alien and that in order to repent for her sins and to make sure that she'll be one of the people chosen to survive after us aliens invade earth, she'd have to go outside look up to the skies and yell "I DO BELIEVE IN ALIENS!!!!" Haha. And u know what? It worked!!! This other time I felt bad because i made my friend think that he wasn't really the son of his mom. Aiya. So the answer is yes, I've done many prank phone calls.

You like anyone right now?: Right now? No. Screw men mang~! Me stay single long time.

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Both. But I'd keep that experience for either a good group of CLOSE friends or for that significant other.

Furthest place you ever traveled?: Uhhh, California.

What's your favorite comic strip?: Foxtrot and Garfield.

Do you know all the words to the national anthem?: Of course I do.

Shower, morning or night?: Ummm, I'm the type of girl that conserves water, so i don't shower everyday. Haha. Naw, I just don't like to shower EVERYday. But when I do, I'd prefer to shower at night. If I'm in the mood, I'd shower in the morning.

Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Wow. Nothing. I stopped watching movies. Bring back memories.

Favorite pizza toppings?: Mushrooms, Olives, Bell Peppers and cheese.

Chips or popcorn?: popcorn is good, but I agree with Jean Ann, FRUITS are better~!! ^_^

What cell phone provider do you have?: WEll right now iConnect (Pfft. Wannabe Mac products), but when i get paid, i'm going to buy myself a kyocera se47 slider phone under IT&E. Come on man, can't resist the unlimited prepaid plan~!

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: Again, another "wtf" moment....WTF?!! No.

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: No. But I once modeled.

Orange Juice or apple?: I like Orange Juice more but apple is still always good.

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Mykosan.

Favorite chocolate bar?: Meiji Strawberry Chocolate.

Who is your longest friend and how long?: Teneal. Wow. For almost 10 years now.

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: In California. They had like all kinds of fruit fields. I tell you tomatoes and strawberry fields are the greatest.

Have you ever won a trophy?: Sure. If you count elementary..."President's Award", "Principal's Award", "Good Attendace", "Math Olympiad participant", "Dedication, Service and Leadership as SBA rep". *sigh* I miss elementary for that. It made me feel special. ^_^

Favorite arcade game?: Neenja Turtles~!!!!

Ever ordered from an infomercial?: No.

Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite, but I like water better. Water is good.....and green tea. :)

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: school for Carbullido Elementary and Untalan Middle. Work for PDN and Gamestop.

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: I believe a $20 card for my T-Mobile phone and ramen.

Ever thrown up in public?: I threw up in a bar, ON the bar with Marc next to me and the bartender. How much more public can i say?

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Well I do like to know that I am financially stable before starting a long term relationship with my "true love".

Do you believe in love at first sight?: I do have to admit that once it happened, but it was just a really long infatuation that lasted 3 yrs. BUT NO! Love at first sight is BS.

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: Both cartoons are disturbing for young children to watch. Wtf? A talking sponge with a beach underwater? That just defies everything in life. And a boy genius who does a "Brain Blast" once an episode, usually at his climax of the story when all other ideas have failed, and it is accompanied by a display of his ideas floating within the inner workings of his brain with his acompany of a robotic dog? But...putting all logic aside, Spongebob is pretty funny.

Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yes. Long, thin and straight. *sigh* I miss that. Brought out the chinese in me.

What message is on your voicemail machine?: K don't laugh, i'm ocd like this.
"Hi! You've reached 734-****. Sorry we can't come to the phone right now, but if you please leave your name, your number and your message,, we'll get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a nice day."

Where would you like to go right now?: Japan for a while. San Francisco and Vegas. *sigh* Less drama when i was back there.

What's the name of your pet?: Chubie.

What kind of backpack do you have, and what's in it?: I'm not in college right now, so I don't need a bag.

Mann. That was sheer boredom.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 22:11:05 GMT

It may not makes a lot of sense nowadays, but at least i'm trying.

Anyways, I finally got a job. Yeah, after so long.
I'm on my way with the National Guard. Working on paperwork now
and before I know it, I'm raising my hand.
Working on a business proposal in which i'm hoping will soar.
College is in the process.

I guess i'm taking his advice and just focusing on work and nothing else.

Been running a lot and trying to gain weight. Yeah sounds like an oxymoron eh? Haha.

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 15:14:58 GMT

*sneeze sneeze*

Hmm. Lots of things have been happening to me. I'm enjoying myself? Yes, I am.
Unfortunately, i have a *sneeze* cold right now. But that's fine with me.
It's better than getting really sick. And it's better than NOT having an appetite.

Yay for normal everyday sickness.

Sufjan Stevens is great. great FUCKin music.
It's music you'd listen to while sipping wine and eating cheese.
and that's always a good time.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 13:07:37 GMT

Yeah. That sounds about right.

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 10:30:50 GMT

It's over. over

I've tried so hard to make peace with him. And he shoves it away.
Maybe I tried too hard and maybe I didn't.
I'll never know and I have to accept that I won't even get an apology.

I'm trying to move on, but that love for him is so strong...
it's enabeling me from moving compeltly on.
Which is unfair for the guy I'm "seeing" now.

He pops into my head every now and then and it upsets how much he has affected me.
I tried confinding in my mom and letting her in on my problem...but nothing seems to work. She tells me to let go even though she actually liked Max. To think, he was the first guy to beat the system. MY mother approved of him. *sigh*

Oh well. I can't be thinking of him anymore.
I have to let him go. Let go of those feelings.
*sigh* I love Max. and now....it's goodbye, without a real goodbye.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:51:48 GMT

I think i took my first baby step into moving on.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 22:41:32 GMT

5-6 hours in the same room and not a single word spoken.
You'd think that finally after all the crap
i'd move on to better things.
I'd settle for mediocre than for badass.

We Might As Well Be Strangers - Keane

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 11:24:34 GMT

I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adored
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know

----------------------------------------------------

It seems that we're finally finished.
I still miss him, but I can't do anything about it anymore.
He doesn't want to communicate anymore.
So.....we're just strangers.

And then again, maybe we we're soulmates....
but we just met at the wrong time. & now we're screwed.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 14:25:22 GMT

• license
• laptop
• phone
• parents
• friends
-----------
= paycheck

UOG

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 05:02:51 GMT

Man, being here makes me ponder what the "rest of my life" will be.

Skyler is on his orientation for UOG and it makes me sad knowing that this is one of my "bad decision" i've chosen. Maybe it'll turn out for the best, but right now it's not. I see a lot of my friends all planning to attend this fall and where am I?

Sitting down on my floor playing jigsaw puzzles while Aeris tries to get my attention.

I do want a job. Something that'll make me feel like I deserve to be in this world. At least so I won't get bored. *sigh* I need to do something already.

I do hope this "space" crap will be for the best. I'd rather not fall into the arms of the desolate one.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 08:24:30 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

US.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:49:00 GMT

I want this to work sooo bad.

I'd wait. I'd compromise. I keep my distance.
Anything and everything.
This guy means A LOT to me.

I trust and have faith in us. in him. in me.

listen up!

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 05:15:34 GMT

everyone watch clerks II

NOW!

What are you waiting for? Get your ass up from the stupid computer and watch now.
You have money to pay for high-speed internet, i'm sure you have enough for a matinee ticket. So go you fools!

Good times.

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 02:05:31 GMT

Well I've been out of school for 2 weeks now and i have to say it's pretty nice. I had a rough start but i'm trying now to fix things in my life. I've been hanging out a lot with Skyler, Marc and Andrea. I've been trying to find a job and applied in a bunch of places. Still trying not to give up just yet. Yesterday I went to the recruiter office for the National Guard and made arrangements to take my asvap. I'm going to be in the Guard you guys!

Graduation was perfect. I procrastinated for the most part, but then again, thats the class of 2006 for you. Especially when it comes to former Untalan Students. It was a long day and when I finally got into Max's arms....it made going through the whole day worth it. I mean I hadn't seen him in like 4 days and hadn't seen him since he left to Japan, so finally making it to his arms and seeing his face, just made me forget everything else around me and enjoyed just embracing him. Hanna came home that day as well and it was a well spent night with both Max and Hanna. God those guys are just the greatest.

Now I'm spending my days with Max and enjoying what little moment we have together. Eventually things will go downhill and no matter how much I prep myself for that moment, it'll always hurt. Probably even twice as hard as the last.

Things seem to be looking up in my life and I might as well enjoy it, because i've learned from experience it'll all come to shit. It's a cylce you see. Good shit happens then bad then back to good. Rinse. Repeat.

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 04:54:59 GMT

it's almost the end of January, and in just a couple more weeks, I will be 18. My how time is going by fast.

All month, I've had this "On again, off again" sickness. It's been beating the shit out of me.
I've done the pills. And the liquids. And now the shots. . . . (IN THE ASS!)
So hopefully, this will get me back to healthy. Two shots in the ass has got to be worth it.

Despite my sickness, I've been doing things to keep me occupied.
I've been involved lately with all sort of band activities.
Territorial Band is going great, thanks to those vigorous 3 hours a week practice.
Apparently, I joined Concert Band as well. And that just adds more practice, which is good.
I'm slowly gaining back my 'trumpet lips'.

Apparently again, I joined the church choir at Yigo. It's actually not that bad.
It's great to be singing and I get to spend time with Max.

Been preparing for the two big events happening for Vocational Band.
Valentines Ball and the Rock Concert we'll be having sometime after valentines.

When I'm not doing band things and Marine Bio...I've been hanging out with friends.
It seems now that every weekend is being spent down at Tumon.
Hanging out with Vince and his guy friends is great as well. They remind me a lot like my brothers and I.

Things are going great. And i'm glad to have my friends around. Plus, I get to spend time with Max! Heh.